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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-07-13 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Rarely does Trahearne dreamwalk, and the reasons are many--he doesn't like feeling as though he's intruded upon another's privacy, their deepest and darkest thoughts and secrets; he often feels out of place, out of control; he often awakens bewildered and more tired, especially when he is such a light sleeper to begin with. And perhaps that doesn't make him a very good neighbor, especially in a place that relies so heavily upon dreams as this one.

This night is different, though. Something in his sleep draws him here, to this glade. The sun is warm on his skin, the grass soft at his feet. He tilts his head, curious, and hears nothing but nature at peace.

He can only think of one who might dream of such a thing.

As he steps through the foliage, parting branches, he sees the one who he was very much expecting to see. And though she cannot see it, a bright smile spreads across his face at the sight.

The sylvari comes to sit in the grass beside the tiefling with naught but a quiet rustle, his own leaves dancing on the breeze. ]


Hello, Ori.
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-07-13 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As she speaks, Trahearne cants his head to cast a glance in her direction, but finds his eyes dart away as their gaze meets, despite the broadening smile on his face.

It has been much the same for him in the past several weeks. There has been a constant internal tug-of-war within him--part of him finds himself thinking of her more often, thinking of seeking her out simply to spend time with her, but another part of him is mortified at the thought, worried about being overbearing or overstaying his welcome or--

Never mind that. ]


And I had a feeling I would find you here.

[ This is true.

His eyes fall shut, basking in the warmth and the sounds and the scents of the comforting dream, things he considers so quintessentially Ori. When was the last time he felt so comfortable, so at peace in the presence of another? Not for a very long time, he concludes.

It is hard for someone like him to simply be, however. ]


Where are we?
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-07-13 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He is at peace, as much as one like him can be. Though he is often content to sit in silence and let his thoughts roam, he finds that in this particular situation, he wishes to sit specifically because he's with Ori.

The thought causes a knot to form in his chest, one that threatens to spread up his throat, his stomach; one he quickly dismisses. It melts away. ]


I'm not terribly good at meditating or clearing my mind. My thoughts are much too loud.

[ The curse of being a scholar, he supposes.

An impulse overtakes him, and in this moment he is thankful that she can't see his face--or, at least, he thinks she can't. He feels the knot come back, accompanied by a slight tingle on his cheeks. And for some reason, he feels embarrassed at the thought of seeing him with a blush on his cheeks; he lifts a hand and lightly runs it down his face, bidding it leave.

The impulse stays, though. And he gives in.

He unfolds himself, rolling backwards to come lie in the grass besides Ori, his eyes fixed on the serene sky above. ]


Perhaps I can learn a thing or two from you.
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-07-14 11:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ She laughs, and he chuckles in turn. Her joy is infectious--to him, at least. Even if it isn't exactly joy.

He turns his head to look at her, a fond smile crossing his face unbeknownst to him. The way the sun illuminates her face, how the grasses frame her profile and the flowers decorate her being just suits her so perfectly. Time and time again Trahearne has found himself impressed simply by how warm her demeanor is, how big her heart is, how much she cares for the plants and animals and people around her. And how hard he's found it to look away when she carries herself in her element, the way her face lights up when around friends. And now, something warms him to see her so happy, so at peace--

And she looks at him.

For a second he holds her gaze, but it feels like an eternity. Something catches in his throat, and a golden hue creeps onto his cheeks. He forgets to breathe, to blink. She is so close. Why did he think coming to lie here was a good idea? Because now he is most certainly making a fool of himself--

He turns his head again, directing his gaze back up to the sky. He inhales audibly, dispelling the knot in his throat, calming the buzz in his stomach. ]


All right. [ He did what he was told, after all. ] Now what?

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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-08-09 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Despite all the questions and insecurities, morning brings routine.

The immediate mortification gives way as Trahearne rises and goes about his normal activities. There is a question, an underlying buzz of what happened in the dream, but he cannot dwell too long on it. His plants need watering, he needs to feed himself, he needs to sort out his schedule for the day. Perhaps, in the dream he had promised, or even asked, to see Ori in the waking world of Songerein. But he will deal with that when he has worked his way through his list of things to do.

And a small, yet significant, part of him dreads the thought for reasons he does not understand. Had he really initiated? Had it truly been his own actions--his own fault--that was making him feel this way? The uncertainty, the second-guessing, the doubt, the butterflies, the light-headed glee?

As he always does, Trahearne starts his morning at the archives. He sorts out new entries, cleans up after any late night visitors, confers with his staff. The humid heat of the building is comforting, the smell of parchment and quiet murmuring of fellow scholars at work brings him a peace of mind that nothing else quite can. Yet despite the homey atmosphere, he can still feel the buzz of unease deep in the undercurrent of his mind. He's nervous. He's, quite frankly, scared. He knows he should seek out Ori. But...will things be different now? Had it been the right thing to do? Had he imagined her delight? Did he get all of this wrong?

Perhaps his work at the archives will go a little longer, a little slower than usual today. ]
Edited (NO I DIDN'T LIKE IT!!!) 2022-08-09 16:07 (UTC)
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-08-16 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ In the meanwhile, the buzz of uncertainty has fell to the wayside as Trahearne spends his morning helping a guest add to an entry. Concentrating on something, someone who needs their hand held so is an excellent way to keep his mind off the dream and what it all means.

Except that comes to an end eventually. As the guest moves to leave, Trahearne scoops up the books to return them to their rightful places. He stands and turns his gaze towards the entrance, watching the guest go, when his eyes drift...

And there's Ori.

It all comes rushing back to him. He freezes. He can't decide if the overwhelming delight to see her in his chest or the sinking dread that she's come to tell him off in the pit of his stomach is more powerful. He can't decide which one he should concentrate on. He simply looks at her in the distance, enamored. The way the morning sun illuminates her makes it seem as though she's standing in a spotlight just for her, that she is the center of the world. How brilliant she seems, the golden hue of the sunlight just the perfect contrast to the soft lilac of her skin, how her dark hair shines in the morning. The light suits someone like her so well. She belongs there, seen and loved by everyone. How could anyone like him, one who has spent his whole life in the dim, dusky corridors of libraries, who has spent nearly every waking moment in the company of death and undead, even entertain the idea of being with someone so--

"You are distracted, sylvari," comes a deep, booming voice from above him, interrupting his thought. Trahearne starts, whipping his head up to see one of his staff members--the kodan, the towering polar bear man--peering curiously down at him.

"I--"

"Do you need her?" the kodan nods outside at Ori--he's seen her, too. She is familiar to him, and perhaps that she's friends with Trahearne, but that's about as far as his knowledge goes. Trahearne opens his mouth to speak again, but the kodan interrupts him. "I shall fetch her for you."

In the kodan's mind, he's helping.

The great big bear comes to step outside, and reaches Ori in a few easy strides. His shadow casts over her as he looms over her.

"Hello. The curator asks for you," he says, motioning to the inside of the archives.

Trahearne, watching from the inside, is quietly dying on the inside as he scrambles to find something to busy himself with. If he can't physically hide, then he will create work to metaphorically hide behind. ]
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-08-23 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For a moment, Trahearne does get lost enough in his work to take his mind off his unease. But that doesn't last very long, because Ori's voice--sweet, comforting tones--almost cause him to jump, a brief clench in his chest and a smile he cannot help overcome him.

Get it together. He has done this once, he will do it again.

After a beat, he turns around, composing himself. His smile is his usual vague smile, a pleasantry. His only tell that something is off, which Ori would surely notice, is the way he hugs the books in his arms tighter to his chest. A way of trying to hide himself, keep himself normal.

Even though there is, quite frankly, nothing normal about this situation. ]


Good morning, Ori. [ His voice is pleasant as always. He can't help his smile taking on a gentler hue as he studies her. How does she always have this effect on him? He feels so...happy seeing her. Despite, well--

But his smile immediately drops as he realizes something: her flowers in her hair, twinkling stars in the curtain of night that is her hair, are gone.

His mind can only go to the worst place. Was that...his fault? ]


Ori, your flowers...

[ His brows raise and guilt immediately colors his countenance. Maybe...he shouldn't have... ]
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-09-03 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
O-oh.

[ Slowly, the corners of his mouth droop in a frown. She forgot them? This certainly can't be a coincidence. What he did must have caused her so much distress. The guilt claws at his throat, and he blinks a few times, unsure of what else to say.

In his attempts to feign ignorance, he wants to ask what happened to her that made her forget, but even he knows that would not work. He's not stupid. He should, at least...express his guilt somehow.

He swallows thick, trying to find his voice in the moments that follow. ]


...I'm sorry.

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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-10-25 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It was only meant to be a quick adventure into the wildlands.

Both, as always, were eager to explore lands yet charted by dreamwalkers. Trahearne by nature is curious of all things, driven by his need to learn more about this dream world they find themselves in. And he has always been happy to have Ori along, considering how good of a friend she has been to him.

Their outings now, though, have taken on a slightly different meaning. They can spend time alone together, away from the prying eyes of their friends. Trahearne can touch and look at Ori all he likes, and he scarcely has to worry about making others uncomfortable. He loves the feeling of her hand in his, and there's no one around to stop him.

But they ventured a little too close to the wastes, a little too close to the home of nightmare. The creature that came tearing through the trees was a vile, concentrated mass of hatred and rot, brief flashes of color that billow from its skin quickly absorbed back into the abyss of its body. Its eyes were two piercing beams of light that bore down on them, yet they had been too busy conversing, too lost in each other's eyes, too in love to notice the creature as it stalked them.

Needless to say, it had the drop on them quite easily, and Trahearne did not walk out of that fight unharmed. Though battered and lacerated as he was, he learned through the course of the battle that his affection for Ori was so powerful that it was through pure dreamotion that he managed to recreate his blade from home--Caladbolg. He hated the sight of her getting hurt, and his resolve and fierce protectiveness swirled together to make the sword. And just like the real one, it burned at the beast whenever it made contact with its nightmare flesh, and the way it roared in pain was music to his ears.

He did not beat it back alone--of course not. Ori is a powerful fighter in her own right, and he almost thinks she did better than him. And he's fine with that. She's the brightest star in his sky, as she should be.

With the beast subdued, Trahearne falls to his knees and clasps his abdomen, golden sap spilling from between his fingers. This isn't good, but he'll manage. Give him a moment, and he'll be back on his feet. ]
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-10-25 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's funny how trust so intense can work--Trahearne has unconditionally placed his own wellbeing into Ori's hands, and not once does he question it. There truly is nothing that can stand in their way when they work together, though perhaps he had gotten a little too eager this time. So confident had he been in their teamwork that he'd gone in recklessly, chasing up attacks he normally would not have, and he paid for it. Does he regret it, though? ...Perhaps a little. ]

I know you do.

[ His voice is low--from exertion or from relief, it's hard to tell. But as Ori's warmth, both from her spell and from herself, come over him, Trahearne physically eases. He melts into her touch and his eyes eventually peel open. At the sight of her so close something constricts in his chest, something he has recently learned to be affection, and he can't help the smile that blooms across his face.

Her eyes are beautiful. ]


You always do.

[ As the spell takes effect and heals his wound--he's lucky it's not worse than it was--he slowly removes his hand, wiping the excess sap on the grass beside him. He settles onto the ground, letting the tension of battle leave him. Though he's not bleeding anymore, he still feels sore. With his clean hand, he reaches out to gently lay his palm over her cheek, taking a moment to brush off a bit of dirt beneath her eye before speaking. ]

Are you hurt?
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-10-26 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ How eternally lucky Trahearne feels to have Ori by his side; the way she caresses and looks after him is so intensely loving. At first, he almost wasn't sure if he deserved any of what she had to offer, but that obstacle was quickly crossed. He has so much affection to give in return, and it would be absurd to insist it be one-sided. With a slight nod, he accepts her reassurance that she's all right.

His eyes flutter as she kisses the corner of his eye, and he can't help a silly, lovestruck smile that crosses his face. Despite his wounds. They hurt a lot less with her around, and that isn't simply due to her magic. Her presence alone soothes him in a way that few others have ever managed. The hand on her cheek drops to cradle one of hers that rests on his own cheek, and he squeezes--a slight gesture of his gratitude.

With a gentle shift, signaling his intention, he gets to his feet, paying attention to how his wound feels as his torso bends with movement. He winces slightly, and his hand instinctively reaches up to cover it. It is sore, and very fresh, even though it no longer bleeds. ]


...I think so. I will be slow. [ He looks up sheepishly at her, embarrassed for having gotten too eager in battle. ] I don't think I'll be able to make it back before nightfall.

[ In his quizzical expression, there's a question: Can we teleport back? But he knows Ori is limited in the magic she can cast in the day, and doesn't want to push her if she's already at her limit. ]
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[personal profile] pactmarshal 2022-10-26 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ With rapt attention he watches her cast her spell--her magic is so unlike anything he ever saw at home, and it always tickles him to watch her. Intellectually, as a magic user himself, and simply because he is always so enamored when she does her thing. She is, in fact, very good at what she does. He squeezes her hand in turn, not because he's afraid or unsure of the spell, but because he loves the feeling of their contact.

And in a blink, they're back in town. Trahearne heaves a short sigh of relief as he looks around at the familiar sights of Ori's house. They're far away from any nightmare now. They're safe.

It isn't the first time he's been in her room. It makes sense--it would be the most comfortable place for him to rest up for the time being, and it wouldn't be wise to try and make his way back to his own house instead. But as she leads him there, it slowly dawns on him that...he has never actually been in her bed.

An unusual lightheadedness overcomes him, butterflies uncomfortably forceful in his chest as he lowers himself onto the soft blankets. And as his head sinks into the pillow, he takes a deep breath to calm himself, but is only greeted by Ori's scent filling his mind. It surrounds him, embraces him, holds him in place--it's everywhere.

And so for a second after he's settled, he seems frozen in place. Eventually, he swallows hard, and slowly turns to look at her. His chest clenches; he's totally unaware of how bright and golden his face is, how there's almost a pleading look in his eyes. Never in his life has anyone else made him feel this way simply by looking at them. ]

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